Hello. Ever have them moments in your life when you really truly regret something? I'm not talking the kind where u eat that kebab on the way home and wake up and feel like you have eaten a dead dog i mean reallllly realllllly regret? Last night i had one of these moments,  whist looking on my crap of a blackberry i thought to myself why oh why did i send my white iphone 4s back :( i want it i need it i love it.....i wont be able to get another one now so I'm a 1st class fucking MUG. Not that big of a deal? well it is too me, THEN i suddenly had loads of regrets going through my head about past decisions and how Ive come to realise for now on i need to think about shit before i do it. NO more spare of the moments because in my experience it always turns out ugly, ugly i tell you ugly. But anyway on a brighter note i have my amy coming down today..and we're getting drunk and going out...i wonder what random shit and situations we will get ourselves in too tonight.....if you know us, I'm sure u already know!! Fun times make me happy :).