Friday, 7 February 2014

Good afternoon, or morning!! I'm on day 18 of my diet...and lost 7 pounds so far, me on day 18? I know right. But enough was enough don't get me wrong I know I'm not fat fat but it all comes down to how you feel and I wasn't feeling comfy with how I was at all...and summer coming up I wanna be in my bikini and not have a care in the world, so when ever anyone around me is eating takeaways I just have to remind myself by the time my holiday comes around I will be so glad I didn't give in. 
Things are looking up though I finally caved in and decided to give internet dating ago...I've been single a good 2 years and even then that was a short kinda thing and before then it was 3 so in reality I've been on my own a long time, I'm never been one those people who've to have someone there, you see people who can't go a week being single..me personally would rather be on my own then go Into something that isn't right, why waste your time?! I've also never been one to 'look' for something if something happened and someone came along then great, but if not I wasnt gonna go slit my wrists. 
So after few of my friends going on about an dating app on the iPhone called 'tinder' I gave it ago...this sorta thing normally makes me cringe but anyway I lasted a day on there and then deleted it but I did get talking to someone and I have a date Tuesday... I've decided Ive got nothing to lose I need to start going on dates again instead of making some excuse so here I am....we shall see how it goes ;).