Did I or did I not say I was starting my diet today? I've failed already lool I did so welllll all day then I got home from work and thought fuck it, it can start tomorrow. Im fat forever. 

Today has been one those ughhh days everything went wrong from the moment I woke up my alarm didn't go off so I had to rush and work is making me wanna go jump of a bridge, I get that everyone hates their jobs but honestly I've never hated being some where as much as I hate that place and to think i used to like it there!! 'Go look for a new job then' thing is I look everyday and everything is always experience in this blah blah well I don't have bloody experience in that do iiiiiiiiii, even the thought of going to a job interview again scares me to death I'm so under confident when it comes to things like that I'm not one those people who can blag their way through things and I'm really not that good at anything lool oh god my life really does suck :( I'm gonna go stuff my face with more food to cheer me up, tomorrow shall be a better day :) (or I'm jumping of that bridge) talking of bridges I've just finished reading Cecelia ahern new book called how to fall in love it's about a man about to jump of a bridge blah blah, it was actually an 'ok' read it was one those books that I found ok but couldn't wait to finish at the same time! Gonna buy a new book to read now, living life on the edge as always, but seriously since I got my new kindle fire for Christmas I can't stop reading lool. Anyway food is calling. C ya. It's also annoying me that for some reason when I publish a post on here it doesn't show up Capital letters. Rather annoying.