Sunday, 5 January 2014

I'm getting pretty worried that I'm still sticking to writing on this everyday..am I dying? Am I lost? Who knows what I'm on about but I'm really enjoying writing on here to be honest. 
Less then 12 hours and I will be starting the diet, I've eaten about 10,000 calories today and even my Bridget jones knickers I currently have on are digging into me (lool so attractive) my face is taking all the pain for this over eating too pretty sure I'm one big spot at the moment, actually I'm just one big gross right now never known myself to be so ugly lool I wish I could go to work with a bin liner on my head so I wouldn't have to be seen like this in public lool, I've also just taken before pictures of me in underwear for when I start my diet tomorrow if I wasn't mistaken pretty sure I saw a creme egg staring back at me god I'm a mess :( said whist I'm stuffing my face with sweets. But who cares day 1 of diet tomorrow and I can do this I'm in the zone bitches, I'm sure people in my house hold will be sad to know this they know how I get when I don't get food lool. 
This is what I had for breakfast in bed today, says it all really :)!!